Cuando los dedos se llenan de una tinta invisible llamada inspiración —lo que, ocasionalmente, yo llamaba musa—, te invitan a escribir un par de frases que no tienen sentido la primera vez. No lo tienen, pues no precisas de qué o quién estás escribiendo. Sólo al compás de las letras mientras se van plasmando prácticamente solas porque, en esta ocasión, tus dedos son más veloces que tus propios pensamientos. Entonces, ya casi al finalizar lo que creíste un pensamiento que podría abarcar una historia maravillosa, te preguntas...

¿A quién le estoy escribiendo?

Resulta que no siempre lo sabes.

O, más bien, no siempre esperas que sea sobre alguien específico.

Curiosamente, esta noche me ha dado por leer. Leer. Leer. Leer mucho. Leer hasta que me duelen en las pestañas cada trazo y cada letra. No obstante, comprender la dolencia no es algo que pueda hacer en este momento. Yo solamente escribo. Me hago ajeno a mi pensamiento. Me hago ajeno al tiempo y al momento. A la coherencia. Escribo porque mi cuerpo lo pide, porque el corazón tiene un sentimiento que no quería recordar.

Es extraño lo que provoca un nombre...

Muy extraño...

Oh man.

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Stay With Me

Guess it's true, I'm not good at a one-night stand
But I still need love 'cause I'm just a man
These nights never seem to go to plan
I don't want you to leave, will you hold my hand?

Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

Why am I so emotional?
No it's not a good look, gain some self control
And deep down I know this never works
But you can lay with me so it doesn't hurt

Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

I miss you, my lover...

 ... You've gone through space and time.

The thing is.

but she's not yours
not even his
but when her lips
touch the sky
somehow
I feel she is mine.

Shiver

So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention, do you
I know you don't listen to me
'Cause you say you see straight through me, don't you?

But on and on from the moment I wake
To the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side
Just you try and stop me
I'll be waiting in a line
Just to see if you care.

Do you want me to change
Well I change for good
And I want you to know
That you always get your way
I wanted to say.

Don't you shiver, shiver, sing it loud and clear.

I'll always be waiting for you
So you know how much I need you
But you never even see me, do you?

And is this is my final chance of getting you.

And on and on from the moment I wake
To the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side
Just you try and stop me
I'll be waiting in line
Just to see if you care
If you care.

Did she want me to change
Well I change for good
And I want you to know
That you'll always get your way
I wanted to say.

Don't you shiver
Don't you shiver.

Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waiting for you.

Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
For you I will always be waiting.

And it's you I see, but you don't see me
And it's you I hear, so loud and so clear
I sing it loud and clear
And I'll always be waiting for you.

So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention
And you know how much I need you
But you never even see me.

The Cranberries - Ode to My Family