02:02 a.m.

1. Vete a dormir.
2. Vete a dormir.
3. Vete a dormir.
4. Vete a dormir.
5. Y vete a dormir.

Update:

No puedo dormir en paz.

Fascinante.

He encontrado la palabra a mi sensación del post anterior.

Creo que puedo dormir en paz ahora.

Cuando los dedos se llenan de una tinta invisible llamada inspiración —lo que, ocasionalmente, yo llamaba musa—, te invitan a escribir un par de frases que no tienen sentido la primera vez. No lo tienen, pues no precisas de qué o quién estás escribiendo. Sólo al compás de las letras mientras se van plasmando prácticamente solas porque, en esta ocasión, tus dedos son más veloces que tus propios pensamientos. Entonces, ya casi al finalizar lo que creíste un pensamiento que podría abarcar una historia maravillosa, te preguntas...

¿A quién le estoy escribiendo?

Resulta que no siempre lo sabes.

O, más bien, no siempre esperas que sea sobre alguien específico.

Curiosamente, esta noche me ha dado por leer. Leer. Leer. Leer mucho. Leer hasta que me duelen en las pestañas cada trazo y cada letra. No obstante, comprender la dolencia no es algo que pueda hacer en este momento. Yo solamente escribo. Me hago ajeno a mi pensamiento. Me hago ajeno al tiempo y al momento. A la coherencia. Escribo porque mi cuerpo lo pide, porque el corazón tiene un sentimiento que no quería recordar.

Es extraño lo que provoca un nombre...

Muy extraño...

Oh man.

Encontrar esta página con las portadas de los libros y poder descargármelos...

Hace que llene más espacio en mi disco duro con libros que posiblemente jamás leeré pero sabré que tendré...

Stay With Me

Guess it's true, I'm not good at a one-night stand
But I still need love 'cause I'm just a man
These nights never seem to go to plan
I don't want you to leave, will you hold my hand?

Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

Why am I so emotional?
No it's not a good look, gain some self control
And deep down I know this never works
But you can lay with me so it doesn't hurt

Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

I miss you, my lover...

 ... You've gone through space and time.

The thing is.

but she's not yours
not even his
but when her lips
touch the sky
somehow
I feel she is mine.

Shiver

So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention, do you
I know you don't listen to me
'Cause you say you see straight through me, don't you?

But on and on from the moment I wake
To the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side
Just you try and stop me
I'll be waiting in a line
Just to see if you care.

Do you want me to change
Well I change for good
And I want you to know
That you always get your way
I wanted to say.

Don't you shiver, shiver, sing it loud and clear.

I'll always be waiting for you
So you know how much I need you
But you never even see me, do you?

And is this is my final chance of getting you.

And on and on from the moment I wake
To the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side
Just you try and stop me
I'll be waiting in line
Just to see if you care
If you care.

Did she want me to change
Well I change for good
And I want you to know
That you'll always get your way
I wanted to say.

Don't you shiver
Don't you shiver.

Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waiting for you.

Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
For you I will always be waiting.

And it's you I see, but you don't see me
And it's you I hear, so loud and so clear
I sing it loud and clear
And I'll always be waiting for you.

So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention
And you know how much I need you
But you never even see me.

The Cranberries - Ode to My Family

Open Arms

Lying beside you, here in the dark
Feeling your heartbeat with mine
Softly you whisper, you're so sincere
How could our love be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are, by my side.

So now I come to you with open arms
Nothing to hide, believe what I say
So here I am, with open arms
Hoping you'll see what your love means to me
Open arms.

Living without you, living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you
Wanting you near
How much I wanted you home.

Now that you've come back
Turned night into day
I need you to stay.

So now I come to you with open arms
Nothing to hide, believe what I say
So here I am, with open arms
Hoping you'll see what your love means to me
Open arms.

Heaven

Oh, thinkin' about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free.

Now nothin' can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me comin' back for more.

And baby, you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven.

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven.

Oh, once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you're feelin' down.

Yeah - nothin' could change what you mean to me
Oh there's lots that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way.

And baby, you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe.
We're in heaven.

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven.

I've been waitin' for so long
For somethin' to arrive
For love to come along.

Now our dreams are comin' true
Through the good times and the bad
Yeah, I'll be standin' there by you.

And baby, you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven.

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven, heaven, oh.

You're all that I want
You're all that I need.

We're in heaven
We're in heaven
We're in heaven.

Me siento bastante ordinario.

Angels cry.

Angels cry
And angels hurt
Angels dance
And angels flirt
Angels feel
And angels die
Angels eat
And angels get high
For angels are like us
In so many ways
Angels have fights
And live throughout the days
Angels cry
And angels hurt
Angels dance
And angels flirt 

Try

Ever wonder 'bout what he's doin' 
How it all turned to lies 
Sometimes I think that it's better 
To never ask why.

Where there is desire 
There is gonna be a flame 
Where there is a flame 
Someone's bound to get burned 
But just because it burns 
Doesn't mean you're gonna die 
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try 
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try 
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try. 

Funny how the heart can be deceiving 
More than just a couple times 
Why do we fall in love so easy 
Even when it's not right.

Where there is desire 
There is gonna be a flame 
Where there is a flame 
Someone's bound to get burned 
But just because it burns 
Doesn't mean you're gonna die 
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try 
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try 
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try. 

Ever worry that it might be ruined 
Does it make you wanna cry 
When you're out there doin' what you're doin' 
Are you just getting by 
Tell me are you just getting by, by, by.

Where there is desire 
There is gonna be a flame 
Where there is a flame 
Someone's bound to get burned 
But just because it burns 
Doesn't mean you're gonna die 
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try. 
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try. 
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try. 
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try. 
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try. 
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try. 
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try.

You gotta get up and try, and try, and try 
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try.

“Who will guard against the guardians?”

Haha.

Quisiera

Quisiera ser el aire que respiras
Quisiera ser el rizo de tu pelo 
Quisiera ser tu séptimo sentido 
Quisiera ser un voltio en tu bombillo

Y prender el alba y amasar la noche 
Y salir contigo, disfrazado de horizonte 

Quisiera que me hablaras cuando callas 
O al menos ser el nudo en tu garganta 
Quisiera ser la silla que te aguanta 
Tu zafacón de besos escondidos 

Y contar contigo y doblar las calles 
Y sembrar guayabas 
Y soñar con mil detalles 
Quisiera, y tantas cosas más quisiera 
Quisiera, y tantas cosas más quisiera 

Revelar tus ojos, celebrar tu nombre
Y salir contigo disfrazado de horizonte

Quisiera ser el asa de tus ojos 
El calcio que te dan tus vitaminas 
Tu ruta cuando cruzas la neblina 
Y el cordón umbilical de tus zapatos 

Y contar contigo y doblar las calles 
Y sembrar guayabas 
Y soñar con mil detalles

Quisiera, y tantas cosas más quisiera 
Quisiera, y tantas cosas más quisiera 
Revelar tus ojos, celebrar tu nombre
Y salir contigo, disfrazado de horizonte

Quisiera, y tantas cosas más quisiera 
Quisiera, y tantas cosas más quisiera 
Quisiera, y tantas cosas más quisiera 
Quisiera, y tantas cosas más quisiera.

Ain't Nobody Got Time For That.

Just Breathe

Yes, I understand that every life must end, uh-huh
As we sit alone, I know someday we must go, uh-huh
Yeah, I'm a lucky man, to count on both hands the ones I love
Some folks they've got one, yeah, others, they've got none

Stay with me
Let's just breathe

Practiced all my sins, never gonna let me win, uh-huh
Under everything, just another human being, uh-huh
I don't wanna hurt, there's so much in this world to make me bleed

Stay with me
You're all I see

Did I say that I need you?
Did I say that I want you?
Oh, if I didn't I'm a fool you see
No one knows this more than me
As I come clean

I wonder everyday, as I look upon your face, uh-huh
Everything you gave
And nothing you would save, oh, no

Nothing you would take
Everything you gave

Did I say that I need you?
Oh, did I say that I want you?
Oh, if I didn't I'm a fool you see
No one knows this more than me
And I come clean, ah

Nothing you would take
Everything you gave
Hold me til I die
Meet you on the other side.

DUDE.

Jamás creí que vería esto de nuevo.